pheew…
ok ok..here it goes again..
addin’ a copy from my xanga’s blog
(cuz’ some of you complaining that you couldn’t reach my xanga’s from your web)
dang you’re lucky pals ! =P hahaha..
Monday, May 15, 2006
why love
must be dealin’ with lots of shocking stuffs?
are there any news or signs that leads
us to that?
think
it’ll be more easier to heals….
or even more lightly to try diggin’ it more
deeper..
hmmm…it’s not that i hate being in
loved..
well..at
this moment..i mean,
i’m not hating it..
i just hate guessing and questioning it
anyway..
it just
makes me imagine a whole lot "more"..
more pain..more worried..more "fake hopes"
i
told one of my "past" best bud before..
(ehem..if u readin’ it and
realized..ehehehe)
yeah…i don’t like to put "hope(s)" high..
(in this
case…in a thing called LOVE yeee..)
i hate to imagine or questioning things
to myself..
cuz’ usually it leads me to the "backward" of it..
you know
sometimes i imagine the backward…
in hoping that reality will leads me to
"backward" from it again..
get it? ehehe….well..haha i’m not being
pesismist..
but then it happened quite lots of time in
me..
luckily..praise Lord..i still can control my mind and soul..
that
this way are part of ways that God’s leads me to 
so whatever happens…i
will not get dissapointed..
for the truth…what is the real meaning of
"feeling" anyway..
think a lil’ thing from that, you’ll just need to be
prepare
if you don’t carry and control it properly..*ZAPS*
you’ll be gone…for sure ! =P juz’ like
what the words say:
"too much love will kill
you"
ps:
haha..everybody around me already
"together"
congratz yeee for the "new couple" (again?!)
haha..
waitin’
for your fully report n updated news
have a blessed relationships..!
o yea one more ! btw
planx..
apaan tu "setrum2"..ahahaha…jelek lo !
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